Asleep.
..
You are 18.
Stop acting like you are 35.
I can’t eat the bribes my parents cook me for dinner.
Stare at yourself long enough &you’ll disappear.
Disappear into your dreams.
Your fears.
Your darkness.
Light.
It comes around only half the time.
I’m sick of it.
Break out &I’ll film it.
Then tell myself “I can do that”
&end up worrying about what everyone else thinks.
